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[dahlia_moon]

Gosh, I hate summer. And not just for its stifling heat, but for the odd moods it brings out in me. Some people get depressed in the winter, I, on the other hand being the contradictory person I like to be, get depressed in the summer.

I've also been thinking about returning back to all the awesome land comms I quit some months ago. But that would actually entail that I become active/sociable again, and I don't think I'm quite up to it (see above: summer depression).

I dunno. I just feel like I'm in a bad place right now because the future is so uncertain and I'm feeling anxious and like I'm doing nothing with my life because I am, LITERALLY, doing nothing.

The only bright spot is I've become so immersed in catching up in my reading of books and comics and my writing that hopefully that'll give me something else to dwell on besides these awful feelings tumbling inside me.

Meh.

Cry moar, self, I know. -_-

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[dancing_serpent]

Found this while browsing for my newsletter and hope you don't mind me butting in, but you're the first person I found who suffers from summer depression, too.

Gosh, I hate summer. And not just for its stifling heat, but for the odd moods it brings out in me. Some people get depressed in the winter, I, on the other hand being the contradictory person I like to be, get depressed in the summer.
That could have been me posting in my journal. And now I'm kind of ridiculously excited about finding a kindred spirit.

[loki-onyx.livejournal.com]

Oh sweety, I know how you feel... I am feeeling a little bit out of sorts myself, it's okay to feel that way and for me, writing, reading and waiting for something to come along to nudge me in the right direction - Choosing a university and putting in an application for postgrad - is what I want to do, but am dragging my feet.

I feel alone, but sometimes it doesn't bother me, yet other times... yeah, after the cirlcet folded, and I pulled myself to peices for loosing the plot, and maybe handling it all so badly in the end, people were either nice about it, or said nothing, I felt a failure, but suffered in silence though I know that a lot of people do care, it is scary to think some people might wish to roast me alive and think I['m worse than a villain in one of my fics - some people migh6t say it is all in my head, but I do get depressed about it now and then, telling myself not to be silly, but it niggles. So that is my little demon - I am so sorry for all the mess, but don't know how to fix things...

Oh well, enough of my whini8ng, *lots of love and snuggles girl* <33333333