Oh sweety, I know how you feel... I am feeeling a little bit out of sorts myself, it's okay to feel that way and for me, writing, reading and waiting for something to come along to nudge me in the right direction - Choosing a university and putting in an application for postgrad - is what I want to do, but am dragging my feet.
I feel alone, but sometimes it doesn't bother me, yet other times... yeah, after the cirlcet folded, and I pulled myself to peices for loosing the plot, and maybe handling it all so badly in the end, people were either nice about it, or said nothing, I felt a failure, but suffered in silence though I know that a lot of people do care, it is scary to think some people might wish to roast me alive and think I['m worse than a villain in one of my fics - some people migh6t say it is all in my head, but I do get depressed about it now and then, telling myself not to be silly, but it niggles. So that is my little demon - I am so sorry for all the mess, but don't know how to fix things...
Oh well, enough of my whini8ng, *lots of love and snuggles girl* <33333333
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Date: 2011-06-02 05:02 am (UTC)I feel alone, but sometimes it doesn't bother me, yet other times... yeah, after the cirlcet folded, and I pulled myself to peices for loosing the plot, and maybe handling it all so badly in the end, people were either nice about it, or said nothing, I felt a failure, but suffered in silence though I know that a lot of people do care, it is scary to think some people might wish to roast me alive and think I['m worse than a villain in one of my fics - some people migh6t say it is all in my head, but I do get depressed about it now and then, telling myself not to be silly, but it niggles. So that is my little demon - I am so sorry for all the mess, but don't know how to fix things...
Oh well, enough of my whini8ng, *lots of love and snuggles girl* <33333333