a turquoise flower

So I woke up nauseated Thursday morning but then had breakfast and everything seemed fine. I had work today and into hour two the nausea started coming back. Let's just say it was very hard to just not drop dead right there and be done with it all (I thankfully don't work a lot so the workday was over quickly and I could keep my insides from wanting to spill out). After I got home, I shoved some linguine carbonara down my throat with some difficulty and then went to sleep with my Ipod turned on and my ears glued to the headphones - or, well, I tried to nap but all I did was toss and turn because of the stupid headache and the shivers that then assaulted me. But at least I kept the nauseated feeling down while in bed so there's a plus. I didn't have a fever and I didn't feel sick enough to throw up but at this point that would've been very welcome.

Friday ended up being much worse. I ended up staying in bed for the whole day and not eating anything but some pretzels and potatoes for lunch and slice of bread with apricot jam for dinner.

So, not a good couple of days. T_T Although the nausea and the headaches have gone away and I feel better now, it still feels like my stomach's waging war on me.

But onto fun stuff: MEMES!

( Meme numero uno )

And I tag: loki_onyx, contradictz, gladdecease, pencil_gal, ribbon_purple, slytherin_gypsy, yorunohime, and shionthekid.

( Meme numero dos )

( Meme numero tres )

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Have doctor's appointment today. And I'm not looking foward to seeing him today. I hate hospitals, for some reason they make me all jittery inside. And I'm nervous and not feeling well.

God, I just want today to be over with all ready.

But, on the bright side, at least I get today off from work. Of course I have to work tomorrow instead, but I love Wednesdays, much more than Tuesdays. I just hate Tuesdays in general, so it sucks for me to work on the day. But Wednesdays are good all around.

I think I'm just dreading the doctor's because of the results. I mean I don't think there's anything wrong with me, but you never know. And plus, I hate nutrionist people- well, not the people in general, just their job. I'm sure the people are nice and whatnot, but I hate, hate their job. But I gotta have one as of right now, so what can ya do?

Gonna go and try to eat amidst all the nervousness floating in my stomach now...