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I- I kinda want this, only IT'S NOT REAL!!

Oy, only in the Twilight fandom.

Now, it just makes me dread the real movie because, apparently, it's not as good as all the fanpeople make it with their fake movie posters and choices of casting.

Because now I'm used to Emily Browning as Bella and Gaspard Ulliel as Edward...But, but they're not the real movie cast!! (And on the flip side, I can't see Kristen Stewart as Bella or Robert Pattinson as Edward. It's not that I have anything against them, they're as lovely as Emily & Gaspard in my mind as actors, but whenever I went browsing through the Twilight communities, it was always Gaspard & Emily on icons and manips playing Edward & Bella. After awhile, I started seeing that too. How do you switch on your brain so that Kristen & Robert seem perfect for the roles?)

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My head has been hurting all day, hopefully it'll stop by tomorrow.

A guy named Chris called me Thursday and said that they just got Eclipse, so I rushed right over. There was some concert in the middle of the downtown square next to the bookstore. I wanted to stay for a while and listen, but I was anxious to start on Eclipse.

The reading is going slowly. I'm a slow reader. And I've kinda been preoccupied with other things. Mainly listening to Asian songs and catching up on some other reading and basically trying to procrastinate. Even from reading Eclipse. Yes, I know. I'm a bad fan.

Comments on it will come soon. I hope. Right now, I don't especially know how I feel about it. It's a bit different from the other books, granted it's the third one and usually the sequels never compare to the first one. It's like gum, I think. The longer you chew it, the faster the flavor goes out of it. But once you read the first one, you have to follow through with the other ones. Especially out of curiosity's sake.

Also, the more and more I think about it, the more I see Gaspard Ulliel as being Edward Cullen in the alleged upcoming movie. All those fangirls of his finally convinced me, I suppose. The rest of the cast, I just can't see as being portrayed by other actors that I know and have seen because I'll be thinking about the other media in which I know them from and that'll ruin the illusion that they're characters from Twilight. Silly, innit? But, I haven't seen Gaspard act in anything (okay, I'm lying, I have seen him on youtube in that five-minute segment- Le Marais- he was in in Paris, je t'aime, but that doesn't count because he was speaking French, and it was only five minutes).

They really are going to have to go with brand new actors and actresses for the other characters. But, really, the movie planning is so far away from now that I'm really not thinking that much about it. (Compared to other people and Stephenie herself, I spend very little time thinking about it. But that's because, like I said, it's not very far in the planning stage.)

Anyways, the reading is making me fall in love with Edward more and more. As if that were possible. Ha! He's so cunning and clever and hot and smart and gah!!! But, I am displeased with Bella. Suddenly, she's not my most favorite character. ): You know, this is becoming my least favorite book...

*goes back to reading.*