To say these things that I don't want to say

[dahlia_moon]

I woke up this morning dead tired. I did stumble into bed at 4 in the morning after taking a hour long bath. I woke up at ten minutes to 12 in the afternoon so I have no idea why I'm dead tired, just that I am. Going back to school in about three weeks is going to kill me. I'm dreading it even now. ):

I also tried harassing my parents to let me go and see a meteor show that went on tonight with my school's planetarium (the Perseids were going to be seen). But I of course couldn't go because well, a) I couldn't just drive myself and my parents for some reason couldn't drive me and b) they said I couldn't go because it'd be at night and I'd be alone and they weren't having that. (Have I ranted here about my parents' double standard about how my BROTHERS can stay out as late as they want but I can't stay out past ten unless I'm with someone? Preferably a male someone? Not that I listen to them about going to bed at a reasonable hour but man, this old-country attitude of theirs really pisses me off.) I'm still so angry and bummed out that I missed this awesome opportunity.

I guess all I can do now is just add watching a meteor shower on my 'to experience' list.

D: But I'm still so bummed and it's going to keep gnawing at me, I can tell.

~*~

I also randomly just remembered this Sailor Moon story I wrote like six months ago and promptly forgot about it - until tonight when I suddenly remembered it and hunted it down - If I Could Fall In Love. Yeah, the story is as cheesy as the title lets on but *shrug* I love cheesy stories so, can't feel too guilty. :D There's probably more I can do with the story - some tweaking and editing here and there- but I'll save that for another time and when I have more energy.

Comments

[loki-onyx.livejournal.com]

*huggles* Parents mean well, but I remember mine in a different context as they would worry about the girls I dated and how they'd look out for me as I had night blindness, which was only a problem in pitch blackness, with good lighting it was not an issue with a girl on my arm, but my folks nagged me and wanted me to bring them home just so they could check out whether or not they were considerate, noble sentement, but as if I couldn't assess that. *shrugs* That was a long time ago now, but I know what you mean. The world is no safe haven out there, but it doesn't get any easier once you are an adult either, but their hearts are in the right place, they just need to loosen the reigns a bit. <3333333

(Oh reading the ficlet again was wonderful! talk soon, and did you get the email? Give yourself a big hug from me!

[moon-destiny.livejournal.com]

Thanks! *hugs* I know they mean well, but I just wish, like you said, they'd loosen the reins a little bit. I would never do anything to unnecessarily put myself in danger and I'm the biggest scaredy cat there is out there.

Oh, I just now checked my Gmail account. I don't check it as often as my hotmail account, so you may have to light a fire under me to get me to see it! But the story's all uploaded into the queue for you now. I'm glad AI has the weekly challenges now, even though I haven't had the inspiration to participate in it.

[loki-onyx.livejournal.com]

I'll wish for you on the parental front, *huggles* and thank you for uploading, I am still getting used to uploading music, got some new things up, if you'd like to upload go ahead, and Tessa, a Maple Story fanfiction writer is also a collaborator, you might like to say hi, she writes in a similar way to me, and she writes songs! I will light a gentle fire under you, one that doesn't burn. :D next time =^_^= <3333333