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Jun. 1st, 2011 02:46 pmGosh, I hate summer. And not just for its stifling heat, but for the odd moods it brings out in me. Some people get depressed in the winter, I, on the other hand being the contradictory person I like to be, get depressed in the summer.
I've also been thinking about returning back to all the awesome land comms I quit some months ago. But that would actually entail that I become active/sociable again, and I don't think I'm quite up to it (see above: summer depression).
I dunno. I just feel like I'm in a bad place right now because the future is so uncertain and I'm feeling anxious and like I'm doing nothing with my life because I am, LITERALLY, doing nothing.
The only bright spot is I've become so immersed in catching up in my reading of books and comics and my writing that hopefully that'll give me something else to dwell on besides these awful feelings tumbling inside me.
Meh.
Cry moar, self, I know. -_-
I've also been thinking about returning back to all the awesome land comms I quit some months ago. But that would actually entail that I become active/sociable again, and I don't think I'm quite up to it (see above: summer depression).
I dunno. I just feel like I'm in a bad place right now because the future is so uncertain and I'm feeling anxious and like I'm doing nothing with my life because I am, LITERALLY, doing nothing.
The only bright spot is I've become so immersed in catching up in my reading of books and comics and my writing that hopefully that'll give me something else to dwell on besides these awful feelings tumbling inside me.
Meh.
Cry moar, self, I know. -_-