Never hesitate to become fated words
Oct. 7th, 2007 02:33 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dahlia_moonMy life is so boring. Seriously nothing happens to me. It's like you all have fantastically drama-filled lives that keep you on your toes...and I, well, I live in a bubble. A semi-kind of bubble, truly. I don't really know anything outside of my home and family. (Well- I'm lying, high school is catching me up with all the woes and ways of life).
I know. I'm asking for drama. How weird is that? You know, I said this to my friend once on IM, that I wanted more drama in my life. And she was like, no you don't. Drama isn't pretty. And well, I guess it isn't, but I've never experienced it (or maybe I just haven't recognized it as being drama), and how can you know what something is if you've never experienced it?
I don't know why I'm harping on my good fortunes. I can never just be happy, even if I have all the reason in the world to be happy. I am very, very fortunate compared to other people (not wealth-fortunate, mind you; that is another matter entirely).
I'm just bored with life in general, I guess. I don't know where I'm going, but it's like I'm nowhere now either, if that makes any sense. My life just revolves around school and family now and that's all I know- which doesn't seem like much, but that is my world right now.
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But enough about that cos' I honestly don't even know what I'm talking about, so why even bother honestly.
Can't anyone tell me who sings that 'Pour some sugar on me/Oooh, in the name of love' song? Cos' I've been hearing it on the radio a lot lately and it's bugging me that I don't know who sings it!
It's a very catchy song. :P
- I finally saw the fourth episode of TW tonight (I catch the repeat episode at 8pm because of conflicted schedules with my viewing of Naruto at 9pm). I felt so bad for Ianto. He needs some love, that boy. He is excluded from the team. He's just their coffeeboy. He doesn't go with them to ever investigate the aliens or to hang out with them. It's like he appears to be invisible most of the time, which is sad because he's really a great character.
- This episode was more disturbing than the others. Mostly because of Dr. Tanizaki and the pizza girl. Eeewww. I shielded my eyes during most of their appearances.
- I thought it was interesting how Owen seemed to know about the cybermen. And Jack, too. Because I had recently seen Rise of the Cybermen of DW and they weren't there. So, how could they have known about the parallel world and the cybermen? Unless I'm missing something...which I probably am.
- Seriously, is it just me or is Owen getting a bit chummy with Gwen? I remember they weren't exactly nice to each other at the beginning. I don't mind because I ship 'em, wholeheartedly, and can I just say that their kiss was so squee-worthy??
- And now onto DW: I couldn't understand how a whole year could've passed. I mean, it's not hard to imagine a year passed for Martha when she was traveling all alone, but it's hard to imagine that much time had passed on the Valient.
- I kept finding myself gasping and on the edge of my seat during most of this episode. Because there were some curve-balls.
- Maybe the most surprising thing about this episode is how much I found myself rooting for Martha. She moved up my scale of tolerance. Now she's likeable...where as before she wasn't all that much. But she'll never replace Rose. Never in a million years, no matter how brilliant she is.
- The shocking thing was at the end when Lucy shot the Master. I seriously thought it was going to be Martha's mom going for the gun and shooting him. It certainly would've been more logical. I thought Lucy loved him. What happened there?
- And okay, I have to admit that the aging of the Doctor was...hard to take. I guess. It just really shifted my perspective of him for a moment there. He looked so fragile and vulnerable. The only thing recognizable about him was the voice. He looked very different from the Doctor and I didn't know how he was going to save the world from the Master if/when he did. Which brings me to being confused about how everyone thinking the word 'Doctor' all over the world at the same exact moment could've brought him back. But I'm sure there's a simple explanation there like the power of faith, which I've never experienced so I don't get how it works, understandably.
- Finally, they all save the world (which was predictable from the beginning) and Jack drops that little bomb about being called the Face of Boe...I know some people think that it's a gag (or something that Jack only said to spook the Doctor) and I can understand where they're coming from. But, seriously wouldn't it be so cool if it was true! I am going to pretend that it's true because it'd make sense about how the Face of Boe knew the Doctor wasn't alone and how he recognized the Doctor in New Earth without being introduced (although that could also be that the Face of Boe had heard legends about the Doctor, just as the Doctor had heard legends about Boe). And I know that those people don't believe Jack is the Face of Boe because Boe finally dies at the end of Gridlock and Jack is immortal. That is hard to explain. The only thing I can come up with is that Boe died because he gave all of his energy to the under-city so maybe (and this is just a wild guess because I can come up with pretty invalid stuff), just maybe, Boe finally died because he didn't have anything in himself to finally live. Maybe he finally just went to sleep and everything shut down because he wanted to die. I dunno, just a wild shot in the dark, really.
I know. I'm asking for drama. How weird is that? You know, I said this to my friend once on IM, that I wanted more drama in my life. And she was like, no you don't. Drama isn't pretty. And well, I guess it isn't, but I've never experienced it (or maybe I just haven't recognized it as being drama), and how can you know what something is if you've never experienced it?
I don't know why I'm harping on my good fortunes. I can never just be happy, even if I have all the reason in the world to be happy. I am very, very fortunate compared to other people (not wealth-fortunate, mind you; that is another matter entirely).
I'm just bored with life in general, I guess. I don't know where I'm going, but it's like I'm nowhere now either, if that makes any sense. My life just revolves around school and family now and that's all I know- which doesn't seem like much, but that is my world right now.
****
But enough about that cos' I honestly don't even know what I'm talking about, so why even bother honestly.
Can't anyone tell me who sings that 'Pour some sugar on me/Oooh, in the name of love' song? Cos' I've been hearing it on the radio a lot lately and it's bugging me that I don't know who sings it!
It's a very catchy song. :P
- I finally saw the fourth episode of TW tonight (I catch the repeat episode at 8pm because of conflicted schedules with my viewing of Naruto at 9pm). I felt so bad for Ianto. He needs some love, that boy. He is excluded from the team. He's just their coffeeboy. He doesn't go with them to ever investigate the aliens or to hang out with them. It's like he appears to be invisible most of the time, which is sad because he's really a great character.
- This episode was more disturbing than the others. Mostly because of Dr. Tanizaki and the pizza girl. Eeewww. I shielded my eyes during most of their appearances.
- I thought it was interesting how Owen seemed to know about the cybermen. And Jack, too. Because I had recently seen Rise of the Cybermen of DW and they weren't there. So, how could they have known about the parallel world and the cybermen? Unless I'm missing something...which I probably am.
- Seriously, is it just me or is Owen getting a bit chummy with Gwen? I remember they weren't exactly nice to each other at the beginning. I don't mind because I ship 'em, wholeheartedly, and can I just say that their kiss was so squee-worthy??
- And now onto DW: I couldn't understand how a whole year could've passed. I mean, it's not hard to imagine a year passed for Martha when she was traveling all alone, but it's hard to imagine that much time had passed on the Valient.
- I kept finding myself gasping and on the edge of my seat during most of this episode. Because there were some curve-balls.
- Maybe the most surprising thing about this episode is how much I found myself rooting for Martha. She moved up my scale of tolerance. Now she's likeable...where as before she wasn't all that much. But she'll never replace Rose. Never in a million years, no matter how brilliant she is.
- The shocking thing was at the end when Lucy shot the Master. I seriously thought it was going to be Martha's mom going for the gun and shooting him. It certainly would've been more logical. I thought Lucy loved him. What happened there?
- And okay, I have to admit that the aging of the Doctor was...hard to take. I guess. It just really shifted my perspective of him for a moment there. He looked so fragile and vulnerable. The only thing recognizable about him was the voice. He looked very different from the Doctor and I didn't know how he was going to save the world from the Master if/when he did. Which brings me to being confused about how everyone thinking the word 'Doctor' all over the world at the same exact moment could've brought him back. But I'm sure there's a simple explanation there like the power of faith, which I've never experienced so I don't get how it works, understandably.
- Finally, they all save the world (which was predictable from the beginning) and Jack drops that little bomb about being called the Face of Boe...I know some people think that it's a gag (or something that Jack only said to spook the Doctor) and I can understand where they're coming from. But, seriously wouldn't it be so cool if it was true! I am going to pretend that it's true because it'd make sense about how the Face of Boe knew the Doctor wasn't alone and how he recognized the Doctor in New Earth without being introduced (although that could also be that the Face of Boe had heard legends about the Doctor, just as the Doctor had heard legends about Boe). And I know that those people don't believe Jack is the Face of Boe because Boe finally dies at the end of Gridlock and Jack is immortal. That is hard to explain. The only thing I can come up with is that Boe died because he gave all of his energy to the under-city so maybe (and this is just a wild guess because I can come up with pretty invalid stuff), just maybe, Boe finally died because he didn't have anything in himself to finally live. Maybe he finally just went to sleep and everything shut down because he wanted to die. I dunno, just a wild shot in the dark, really.
