i don't know what hurts the most

I worked again today from 1-4. I was in an okay mood the whole morning...until I started working. Then, for some strange, unfathomable reason, I got angry, and my mood turned sour. I seriously wanted to chew someone's head off. Thank goodness human contact was minimal.

I kinda cooled off toward the end; maybe in part because I went outside for my break, and just sat on one of the benches in the middle of Monument Square, watched people shuffling by, and tried to not be so angry at the world.

It was just weird how much anger had built inside of me so quickly. I'm usually not a very angry person, even when I have a cause to be, so when it suddenly shows up for no reason at all, I'm kinda concerned. But, as I've said, I'm thankful there was no one around for me to unleash my wrath on during work- that would've added guilt and regret on top of everything else.

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I haven't been sleeping well these last couple of weeks. Well, I've been sleeping well, and I haven't had any worrying nightmares, but I still end up feeling tired most days, and sluggish.

Something weird's going.

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